Monday, April 26, 2010
"what's wrong with me day"
Sunday, April 25, 2010
i'm superman.
A rich guy can't buy everything,
a smart person can't know everything,
and a patient man can't tolerate everything.
Everything has a limit....
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Last Update.
My hopes, my dreams, my wishes thrown into deep sea.
Now i know,
Our friendship only lasted few weeks after we met.
Now i know,
You've been avoiding me after this years.
Now,
You should be happy.
You got you wanted!!!
Thank you,
I learn alot.
Now i learn not to trust.
Now i learn not to believe.
I don't believe there is god.
I don't believe there is fate.
- Pok -
Sunday, February 7, 2010
New year lo...
seriously, there is just 1 thing bothering me... and that 1 thing made a huge impact in my life...
really can't be explain... not even once upon a time can help me start telling or expressing those feelings....
well... i always been a very stubborn person. They say what is your's will come to you, what is not your's will never be your's!!! but this theory doesn't apply to me. What is not mine, i'll make it mine!! =)
Another thing that is bothering me is, 8899!!! oh dame god mother jesus criss... i can feel that you're failing me... Please don't fail me in those critical moments.. thats all...
College,
WTF man!!! i wonder what the fuck his mother feed him with... why the hell he want to bitch about me??? i don't even know him and he don't even know me!!! if want to bitch, bitch to 1 or 2 people enough la!!! why the fuck want to bitch to the whole class??? never fucking judge me wei!!! em lan song come to me face to face la... like the fuck i scare you and your lala friends...! i'm never scared of lala people!!!... whatever dragon or tiger or whatever lapsap on thier hand.. those are just arts!!!(KINGS OR PREDSIDENTS OR PRIME MINISTERS DOESN'T HAVE THOSE AND YET THEY HAVE LOTS OF POWER!!!!) if jealous of what i have, TOO BAD LA!!! GROW UP LA!!!!! bitching about me won't help...sohai!!!!
wasting my fucking energy!!!
Friends,
haha.. as usual la... those who have the heart will always be there...
Those who tak der heart, alla... who needs you la...
By the way, Special Thanks to Cheri Leong and Jess Lai.... Happy Birthday and that night was a great party... great to see few of SriKLians after such long time...!!!
Anyway, i guess this year won't be a good year for me... it is just the beginning of the year and i have so much to stress about...
Haiz!!! Lots of nightmare everynight!!!
- zipok -
Sunday, January 31, 2010
冲动了。。。
Everyword i said came from the bottom of my heart...
Sorry and please forgive me...
i guess i'm really black hearted...
我是黑心的。。。
i want it all or nothing at all...
我得不到。。。
是我的错。。。是我不好。。。
goodbye 不代表我不爱你。。。
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
我我我我我!!!你们。。。
been having too much bad dreams for the past 2 months... day after day after day, night after night after night...
makes me so tired and sleepy till i have to face the word "eh pok, what happened to you?" or " eh pok, din't sleep yesterday?"
for those who asked... there, here's my answer to your question...
Well, i think the only moment i enjoy was in terengganu where is the place i don't have to think & care so much about... Anyway, Congratz to Wei Khang & Jin Ying... And great to see most of college friends gathering and having fun together...
Terengganu.... kinda.... a... boring... place... accually... =) no offence...
good thing is... relaxing... food... food... food... beer... beer... beer... "ZIPOK!!@#!@ thirsty ==!" wth... scaring moment...
HmmmMMmmm.... i guess what i am doing now is changing the way i'm living again... listening from people about what they say bout me... mostly insults and judging me...
i dislikes people judging me... << ****Judge yourself**** before you judge me... you don't even know what i'm doing and you just judge me... you won't even know if i'm doing black or white things... to make things very clear " You have no rights to judge me ".
College life... monday tuesday wednesday thursday.... morning afternoon morning morning... assignments assignments assignments... ==! i wonder who is the first person created assignments and homework... the only thing i need is to focus and put a heart to studies for now... makes me remember about what happened today.. the lecturer needs a extra english class... she can't even say my name properly... simple and easy - Zi Pok - .. she pronouns it - Ci Pok -... the world is changing...
Clubbing life... i keep telling myself i want to stop... i want a better life... i don't want to have a drunk life... but people around me "hey pok, club!!! lets go..." it is so poisoning that most of the time i can't resist...
Love... do you really know the meaning??? i tell you what i see in the dictionary.."feeling deep affection or passion" they say falling in love is a good thing... but what i encounter is purely negative... for time and time again i asked myself why the hell i to drag myself into this kinda shit? but i guess it is too late... still so damn crazy bout her...
Hate... in another word, dislike! or FUCK YOU!!! i really wonder why he called me up and spam my phone just to tell me HIS bunch of dog shit cat shit bull shit his family shit... tell me so much for what.. i only got a word that describes him... ham ka fu guai or ham ka chan...
Learning... self control... not to say rude words to everyone including close friends and family ==!... doing most of the things by myself... responsibility... punctual... let go those feelings that i don't want to have...
some things can be said but not done...
"when will i ever be loved".
- Zi Pok -
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
woo~?
haiz haiz haiz... sad la sad la sad la... i wonder will i ever find my happiness back again...
my laptop kena virus again, causing me cannot enter facebook and so on... feeling so dead this few days... can anyone bring me back from this feeling?
really... i'm getting sick of everything in my life...
全世界, 好像只有我疲惫
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
New Year!!!
it starts with hey~!
Just another blink of our eyes again... and here we all are!!! the ending of Year 2009...
yes, time past freaking fast you just don't know it... another 2 or 5 blink you'll be seeing yourselve with white hair...
sigh..
some, would like the time to past faster... some, would like to go back time...
me, Zi Pok, would like to go back time to undo the wrong and regrets...
i wish i can time travel... but too bad la... who ask those scientist to be so stupid cannot invent a time travel machine... sigh.. nevermind this shit... it's impossible... skip this topic..
sigh..
Wondering,
Wondering,
Wondering....
What to do for New year Eve???
Club? No way... i'm tired of it...
Genting? X .... i don't want to get stuck in the middle of the mountain and shout 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! that's stupid... rather go to church and sing aleluya...
Pub? nope... trying to skip alcohol...
Just thinking bout a simple steambot with BUNCH of friends at home where we all can sit down, chit chat and bullshit around...
no need to think so much...
sigh.. Enduring is difficult...
sigh.. Fate is made by ourselves, not god...
sigh.. Love is pain...
sigh.. I'm getting my ass out from college in 2010!!!
sigh.. My life is full of praises and insults...
sigh.. I want to fall, but I have friends that doesn't let me fall...
sigh.. I really don't know who the hell i am now...
sigh.. I think i need a doctor ==!
haiz.. sleep sleep sleep... better not think too much...
Anyway,
New Year, New Wishes! Happiness is around you... Open your dame god eyes bigger or wear a god dame specs and look god dame properly... God dame Best wishes to all of you.. Good Luck and Happy New Year... 2010!! here i come.. bitch!!!
- 失落的子博 -
cannot understand my english? =) feel free to ask... i can translate banana
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Future Planning~
- Pok 博 <\3 - says: ==
[s][c=#400040]-C.Seong- [/c][/s] : F8, P1, P2 says: the demon shall rise
- Pok 博 <\3 - says: apa tu? ohhh
[s][c=#400040]-C.Seong- [/c][/s] : F8, P1, P2 says: worst then 2012
- Pok 博 <\3 - says: the angle will fall 8/12
[s][c=#400040]-C.Seong- [/c][/s] : F8, P1, P2 says: tat time i everyday drink till u drop k
- Pok 博 <\3 - says: == okay good this i want to hear... i'm ready to suicide with you
Lets see who fall faster! winner got to slap the loser on the face...!!! =) can't wait!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
i Got no Feeling~
first of all... Sawadikah to those who visited this site.
secondly,
i'm going write about how lucky i am, past 2 days...
Here we go, Here we go~~~
Saturday 14th of November 2009,
Club~cLub~cLub~ nahpek! think about it also tolan... kan ta de mama ***** la.... at dance floor push mat 7!? fucked up nerd... give 3 steps not enough, still pushing... never let me see that mother fucker again or i'll give 3 bottles on the head!!! it would be a pleasure if want more!!! i'll find all types of bottle chivas martell blacklabel vodka etc...
that was the fucked up moment...
However,
hmm... kinda shock to see LiAnn.. hahaha... change alot.. not the LiAnn i use to see in SriKL ==! but is nice to meet up again after YEARS of missing somewhere over the rainbow...
After cLub,
Weihow,Jura,Aherr,Ahpek and me went to asia cafe makan ikan bakar, ayam bakar, and limteh limteh la~~~ then went back home... HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAAHHAHA... Open gate - drive in - close gate - take Mcd(rubbish) out from car - open Door - close door - walk towards rubbish bin - throw Mcd - throw car key - bath - sleep - wake up - looking for key - till night... i'm so clever~
then then then,, not long ago, futsol... my god... 6 chances!!! 0 goal!!! wtf!!! makes Ahpek and WaiLoong shout ARGH!@!#!@#!! till i have to look down on the floor and not look at them... then went Prawning after futsol... 2 hours 4 prawns... david laughed... *again* wtf ==!
nevermind, the least i enjoy =)
and lastly, wishing all of you good night and sweet dreams... till now 3am.. it is time to go to bed and rest well for new begining, new day and new challenge!!!
show me the money money money money~~~ where is the love~~~
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
The Mayonnaise Jar
Monday, November 9, 2009
Monday monday...
someone is back to pahang liao... and i'm sure i'm not going to miss him!

anyway.. before this fella went back to pahang, he brought me to banting to call chicken with my few friends(Jura,WeiHow,ChinSeong&Me). The chicken was so pretty.. wow... i even snapped a picture... hahahAha... amazed by the cut of the body... Fuu la Mak~~~ don't play play...!!! and some more silky smooth skin... bo bian la.. maybe drink too much coconut beer drunk already see things alot more MAGICAL xD
i even remember how 5 of us raped the chicken... pity the chicken... seriously.. kelien...hmmmm...Weihow was shouting LAI LAI LAI!!! then the rest of us responded " Oh yi chi lai(together) ".....then ! @ # $ % ^ & * habis....
=P
that was a 3 weeks ago...
and then~ here... pictures for you all to see... lazy type liao... enjoy ^^


Jura's Car... HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO~~~~~
Neh~ the PRETTY salty chicken~ Sexy huh~?
To be continue.........................................................
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
HaaHAhaHAhaa...
wuu~~ today sit a "pig's" Mercedes benz... disappointed with the smell inside.. macam baru bakar tak tau apa ikan dalam kereta... hahahahhaa....... Lunch that time leh, 2 pigs talking... so soft and secretive.... i felt so left out and SPEECHLESS.... i really don't know what to say lo... talk to them also like chicken and duck communicating only... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ don't know which animal's problem la ~~~~~~~~~~~~ hor??~~ Mindy~~~??? don't know leh ~~~~~~
Hmmmm.... after lunch, sleep... till night ==! wake up check facebook... Kensing post the guy dancing... immediately my blurrness gone and started laughing and crying... then little brother show me another dancing video... the louder i laugh... if chin seong is my neighbour, he'll probably call 999 and 911 liao... hahaha... and end of the night.. futsol... Mc's kar cheng nua... hahhAhaahhaha...
End Of 3th November 2009
i smell a song coming...
You know i can't smile without you~ Can't smile without you~~~
Beginning of 4th November...
haha slowly wait la... who so free write 4th november...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Low Low Low~
so tired and sleepy. Stupid weather making people sick.. ishh.. Flu..
HAIZZZZzzzz....happy la the doctors... sure got alot customer...
Okay Okay... skip the non-sense.
here goes...
Hmmm.. last week is kinda happening cause someone celebrated his birthday early.... and i want to wish him happy birthday today again.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNYSS!!!
his birthday was celebrated at cocobanana(mainbase)... hell yea there's alot of people... 6+2 bottles, 7 finish only 1 remain... (i'm so evil i don't even bother to remember their name ==!).
sorry, if you see this and you're the 1 i cannot remember...
that's all for today... my brain ain't working already due to some nightmare & shocking message during 5.13am.... felt like hell...
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... sleepy head
Monday, October 19, 2009
my lucky week~
well~ well~ well~
firstly, this month kinda bad luck... day after day the virus attack... trying to build a resistance to it but sometime it fails... occur a pok falling as sick as a dog, can't even move and only sleeping on the bed for 3 days 2 night (a trip to dreamland i suppose)... For that 3 days 2 night, 我的爸爸妈妈认不出我。。。 pity pity pity... and the best part was there is a Special made VIDEO for me posted in the facebook...
Aijaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i don't want to mention name la... but i need to THANK Lucas for holding the camera and adding some salt and ketchup into the video la... TERIMA KASIH.. GAM ZA HA MI DAH.. THANK YOU.. 谢谢.. and not to forget those who add salt and ketchup as well~ AI SHE TEH RU ~ what great friends i have~was so touched, makes me want to cry and sing " From the Bottom of MY Broken Heart - Britney spears " -_________-! 妈的。。。
What else?
17th october 2009
Yahoo~ i got a nose "shot"~ Babe you hurt me so bad~~~~~ ==! haiz... no hard feelings... semua mabuk kecuali perempuanS...
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MY HEART IS SO ITCHY... i want to mod 8899 ==! but so many friend's birthday coming... banyak sakit kepala la, tapi tangan banyak gatal la~ macam mana macam mana macam mana?????? tuhan tuhan tuhan... tolong la membuat satu miracle.. maksud saya adalah membuat hujan duit rm100 perdrop... tapi jangan selfish~kasi hujan lebat sikit~~ nyaHahahAHahaa make sure hujan dekat rumah saya saja.... xD -My message to god-
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
My fragile heart.
A simple word. Easy to write, easy to say.
But do you know the meaning?
happiness?sadness?
maybe you're happiness la~ but mine... i don't know what to say...
it is making me miserable and confused.
放气??? i'll never be the pok you know forever.
lost & heartless
My birthday... June 13th
Wild Channel
i've been sick for almost 4 days 3 nights. 痛死了, 发烧了, 发疯了. tortured.
well.. this is life.



