"what's wrong with me day"

been having bad days and nights for the past 3 or 4 days... i can't sleep ==! like now.. it's 30 minutes before 6am....

i think if i continue to go this way.. i think i need sleeping pills soon.... or maybe a coffin if something really goes wrong.... choi* touch wood*

yet again... i'm slowly losing my mental strength...

yet again... i'm slowly losing my physical strength...

yet again... i can feel that i'm losing my temper a little bit more easier comparing to the last 4 to 5 years...

i was wondering... is " _ _ _ _ _ _ _ __ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ __ ___ _ _ ___ __ _ _ __ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ blah blah blah blah blah " a mistake???

cause i felt my life is purely effected...

I'M SLOWLY LOSING MYSELF!@#~~~

dame... i think i'm thinking too much ==! what if what i think is correct??? jia lat lo?

Fire walls..... i hate them so much.. barriers... dame.... why do they exists...

i have to ask everyone.... blah blah blah =( , should i?

this is something i don't want to lose...

i'm superman.

A rich guy can't buy everything,

a smart person can't know everything,

and a patient man can't tolerate everything.

Everything has a limit....

There's 2 road for you to pick, which will you pick?

- A long, wide, and fast highway

or

- A kampung road, pusing kiri, pusing kanan, masuk lubang kecil, masuk lubang besar, jumpa kerbau, jumpa babi, jumpa ayam, jumpa hantu putih, jumpa hantu merah.

Today, i'm having a hell time ignoring the pain on my head. Ah Siang gave me a headshot using the martell. Ouch!

Tonight, i'm going to input a few knowledge that is required for tomorrow. Thursday Night, i'm going to headshot myself.

1st May... i'm waiting. iron man2... i'm waiting. IP Man2... i'm waiting. _______... i'm still waiting.

till one day i'll be telling you something you don't want to hear from my lips.

guess*